So...
first off:
today is my brother Shaun's 23rd birthday. He's the brother I never had. Literally.
He actually died before I was born, but that doesn't mean I care about him or love him any less.


Moving on..
So far I'm not making good on any of my goals. then again, i guess it's not too late to accomplish any of them.
NaNoWriMo is basically on hold for me while I deal with writer's block. such horrible timing, but a lot is going on in my life. Particularly concerning myself.

I'm trying to figure out how much I actually needs as far as things like therapy, meds, etc go. Things ate heading for disaster...or so it seems. The one thing i've learned is that trying to deal with being bipolar all on my own is like fighting a losing battle.

Unfortunately...I'm not sure I have much going for me that makes help with this fight available to me, but I'll do what I can.

I miss my family terribly. Sure, I live with my father now. But these days, he only ever makes my mood worse. He's such a negative person all the time.

I hope all of you are better off, at least.


&,
Heather

ps. yay for journal skins?